Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Taking Protonix Effect Birth Control

London Calling: Barons Court





Guardando oltre il vetro spesso dell'oblò metabolizzo lentamente il frastuono del reattore lì accanto. Mi piace volare a cavallo dell'ala. L'accelerazione al decollo, l'idea stessa della partenza a razzo valgono quel boato insistente. Portelli presurizzati e motore a reazione, viaggio irreversibile. Pochi istanti dopo, oltre l'ala inclinata c'è solo la luna, distesa a pancia in sù, come non mi era mai capitato di vedere. Soggettiva di un astronauta. Poi tutto come sempre: il balletto delle hostess, il carrello del caffè, quello dell'immondizia, il sorriso del pilota che va alla toilette. Gente abituata ad esibire serenità. L'hostess si sistema lo chignon specchiandosi sull'acciaio del carrello, poi lancia un'occhiata d'intesa alle colleghe. Queste ragazze camminano per gran parte del giorno a chilometri dal suolo. Altre che conosco lo fanno comunque stando a terra, ma non trasmettono l'empatia di queste ninfe dell'aere. Gli occhi delle hostess brillano, non lasciano trasparire la noia di doverti ripetere quattro volte il prezzo del caffè. Sono belle, brutte non le assumerebbero. Forti di dentature candide, occhi cerulei, fianchi stirati, volteggiano tra i sedili porgendoti il cambio in moneta monarchica. Virate, scossoni, vuoti d'aria, si fanno un baffo di tutto e sorridono al loro esilio dalle consuetudini di noi vittime della forza di gravità, abbarbicati alla crosta terrestre per la quasi totalità delle nostre esistenze.



Sopra la Germania il cielo sembra sgombro. Magari è la Francia. Migliaia di metri sotto i motori, misteriosi fiumi di lava screziano il tappeto nero del continente. Quelle vaste ragnatele arancioni sono trame fittissime di esistenze che si incrociano. Laggiù c'è il resto dell'umanità, inutile dire che buona parte di essa a quest'ora dorme. Inutile dire che molti non ci riescono, c'è senza dubbio qualcuno che ha scelto questa notte per close the accounts with insomnia and come off the ground. Someone down there is going to change the point of view, the web is teeming with through important, perhaps definitive. The moon is now red as that magma. Low on the horizon, looks like a fault on the black crust, seems to be the very source of those glowing textures.

I'm going to walk the dark streets of the city sleepless. pierces the air, the coat does not help, this is cold ocean. Some people hate this climate. If you feel that you voted in the sweltering July afternoon in Bibione, let it be. Sardinia? leave it alone.
People here have the color rendering of the one used on the uniformity of the brick.
Who will kill these? and these? slender blondes out of pubs at night, raining, umbrella, but do not talk, it's okay if they have something over the t-shirts and tank tops.

At the end of the long journey from the city to zone 2, moving in different ways between the infinite and resampled approved residential blocks with some subtle differences from a demiurge who had fixed the red brick, I come to the home of my actor friend . It occupies a room on the first floor of a white house. At the same plaster walls and outside, carpet underfoot. Strange no? Here
carpet makes up for missing furnishings. Albert has no shelves, cabinets, canopies. There is the carpet. Roughly-cut edges abbondano, sono piegati sul battiscopa. Per terra libri, dvd, cd, camicie, stoviglie. Sul comodino troneggia un autoritratto di Albert. Si è rappresentato con frac e cilindro, scherzo sul fatto che possa avere la valenza del ritratto di Dorian Gray. Ma diversamente che nel romanzo di Wilde, questo non è relegato in soffitta, sta lì in bella mostra e non è oggetto d'ossessione per il nostro artista. Albert in questi giorni fissa con occhi catatonici un altro quadro. E' una sorprendente riproduzione de "La persistencia della memoria" di Dalì. La vedo la sera dopo posta su di un cavalletto al centro del set della sua ultima rappresentazione. La scenografia riproduce la scena dell'incontro realmente avvenuto tra Salvador Dalì e Sigmund Freud in London in 1938. The show is held in six replicates at the Barons Court Theatre. The screenplay and most of the directorial choices are Albert, the director is nominally a stout girl, secluded so as not to leave even the final applause.
E 'Albert the real director, joked, noting that one of our mutual friend to hold her personality Alberto would be obliged to live in apartments with two rooms, one for himself, the other for his ego.

The test is remarkable actor, you can see the great strides due to attendance at drama school, my young friend does not spare impegno.L 'performance provides very articulate monologues, the term Hispanic, physicality, volteggi da ballerino di flamenco, affondi da schermidore. Il nostro si spende in prodezze atletico-linguistiche; catalessi auto-indotte, vocalizzi, risate isteriche, coiti simulati. L’intento é di portare sul palco uno spirito incarnato. Ma l’esperimento muove da una provocazione: il referente di Dalì secondo il subject, il professor S. Freud non sarà presente sul set, sarà il pubblico a diagnosticare lo sdoppiamento di Alberto Dalì. Alla quinta replica tuttavia é proprio il catalizzatore di questo processo alchemico a latitare, il pubblico non arriva a riempire mezza sala per serata.

Le cose cambiano l’ultima sera, la platea sotterranea del Barons Court si affolla, le vecchie poltrone scricchiolano di straw and sawdust worm.
Albert concludes a busy day, after not having probably slept on the question, "What went wrong?" And spent the cold morning air to pose on the set of a British-Italian photographer for a service that embodies Dali also sees the jellies, as if Man Ray is a spirit-reviving thanks to the company would resume cooperation with the artistic genius vain, I find him in the evening cool and determined as ever. He opens the door to full scale, and in the dungeons of the Curtains Up pub gets new life ceremony seance-analytical. This time around there are headlights smashed chairs and easels. We have a crew involved in the production of power, the I make preparations and talking animatedly with the alleged director, the cameramen are also the backstage.
are among the first to sit down after less than half an hour, the dusty Barons is densely populated, in a dark cellar vaults in London closed to life last night of a show on reincarnation, the medium is a boy of 26 years, only opening his arms committed all over the stage, a tiny ring at the center of the basement, I wonder if not held clandestine meetings down there, seems set to certain scenes of movies like "Fight Club" or "The Snatch". .
The operation time can perfectly and Alberto wants to close with a pearl of meta-theater; a poche battute dal termine Amanda (Catherine, un bionda giovane attrice nata e vissuta a Londra, di lei Alberto avrà a dire: “dopo il casting ho capito che lei era la mia perfetta Amanda”) e il padre di Dalì afferrano il nostro, lo siedono sullo scranno di Salvador e, rasoi alla mano, letteralmente lo spennano.Gli fanno un taglio di capelli degno di Deniro al termine di "Taxi driver", Albert che ad oggi portava i capelli lunghetti e impomatati alla Dalì chide lo spettacolo con una crapa da paziente di reparto neuropsichiatrico con una coerente espressione vuota di chi abbia subito una lobotomia.

Il pubblico é a disagio, ma poi sublima l’incredulità in euforia e gli applausi scrosciano, il talento e il coraggio Albert is fully repaid.



Sunday, December 12, 2004

Quercetinfibromyalgia

Amarcord Barcola


although Lord, there is a shortlist of four or five human beings to which I hold particularly, I call them friends, I repeat 4:00 to 5:00, teaches us how the father of Derek Dweyer (mutherfacka "stands in the kitchen next to the card with his name, and speak of your kitchen carpeted mythical Anglo-Saxon) and this rose steadily to pious souls find comfort and reassure even through an email. So you tell me that Jack will be in April, I was at his house, even in that mythical temple of the student-Trieste-type, type postcard views of the Gulf of Napulemilleculore climate of eternal youth to Big Wednesday, people who just graduated in fisiotermica alternating a nuclear test to a drunk-party with English girls astride the lawn in front of the gulf Napule and the grand canyon from which to admire the ride solo Damiano, still remember it. And over his head one big blanket of stars. Lecterns Tortilla Flat Steinbeck when passing on two minutes and you'll find the atmosphere above Trieste. In short, just a lion to the last Wednesday in which I took for perhaps the last time (Jack concluded, crowned, everything was done) by counting the train to Trieste to spend the night there and come back Thursday morning in Treviso beloved (yes it is where I work, but everything is still in doubt, to be defined, tutto in prova perciò lascia che il tempo ne parli eventualmente più oltre che pria...).

Ebbene, merendine Misterday, una strapazzata unica, giungo a festa ascendente (eleven o'clock), ti ricordi la salita per raggiungere Jack, bene all'inizio dell'ultimo rettilineo in salita già la musica inonda la strada. Entro ed é un inferno, Rage against The machine a volume 10, per terra aperti scatoloni da 6 di vini daniel, tose di ogni razza, gentegentegente-divertente, fumo, ma che dico, smog, finestre sul cortile, sexy mambo su ritmiche improbabili e in mezzo a tutto questo hasìno sci sei tu: Danieu. Ha gli occhiali scuri per celare borse d'altri tempi, ha esposto la tesi in mattinata con mamma e zie festanti presto back to Monastier, while the sisters have continued into the night (at their own risk) the hyperbolic venturage of what would be the party of which I am talking about.
Be 'although, as Ishmael in Melville's novel, the white whale I survive to tell the people that will be a celebration of what it was that guy, real party, a holiday that speaks to me of all the spirit that I should have when he d 'end, eighteen year old high school, party unique, perhaps the last of that sort, now that it is appropriate to grow.
the rooster crows, like the corpse of myself, I took a jacket and luggage and came back to reality. Jack was not there, had gone to bed by her new beau, a English erasmién, un fiore di ragazza, giuro.

Bé detto così sembra forse tutto irreale, ma seb, credi che quello era il clima.

Friday, November 26, 2004

How Do I Become A Hair Product Distributor

Just





Lo so. C'è gente che chiede gioia e canditi. Qui oggi non ne troverete. Magari cambiate blog, c'è una freccina in alto a destra che consente all'utente di slittare al successivo in ordine alfabetico. Scegliete il gusto che preferite. Inserite altre monetine, la gum-ball machine è ricca di delizie.

Ho pensato molte volte all'inutilità del piangersi addosso. Ho visto che di ragioni davvero fondate non ne abbiamo praticamente mai. Ho inoltre visto che giudicare l'altro è insensato. Giudicare se stessi... va fatto di notte. Pregare no. Pray before going to sleep is a hypocrite, who believes he made me understand that the prayers are done with gestures, during the day. Without weight on the eyelids and on the right. During the day you decide the road, the night takes care of the logistics, turns the sign "closed area" and estimate damages and profits. Better if the view is blurred, and the bills will slide under the counter, will try tomorrow, You do not want to ruin your sleep at all costs?
I was told: - draws a line, this is the time.
How? I should add all the segments plotted in the night? When I pick up this business line I find myself always back to square one.
If I think the gains, not much comes to mind. Attitude negative genetic inheritance, family-tara? in part, of course. I was not accustomed to seeing the glass half full. When I was told it was always a note of disappointment, perhaps within a polemical context, where there annoyed my impatient attitude. One you do not ever say "Be positive" in a context that compels you to be. You c'avrai more turns of balls before and remember exhortation with annoyance. Then it happens that we strive to recite one of your favorable juncture, no do not do that at night, you do it in front of an audience, because you want the support, the claque. But then you feel that you are a conceited, you should see a humble way to cheer, and, at worst cases, you will be pointed out that good breeze can turn at any time.
Therefore one who does? draws the line. At night, with discretion. And he understands (for now only this): 1
that it is easier to hate than love, but it damages your health
two objectives that change in race is a stupid thing
3 that you can not take more than we asked
Finally not, I repeat, do not get the job in front of others. Except in rare cases, on the other side of the confessional (metaphorical) there will always be someone who says "come on, you're too hard on yourself ...".
because he is afraid that rely on the same standards in judging him. But do not judge him. Neither of night.

Sweet dreams.

Monday, November 22, 2004

Milena Velba On Bus Vid

internal


It was silent for a moment, wearing a coat shaped like a cylinder, with holes for arms and head. a reproduction light a garbage bin, cast some light rubber. Consistent with the headgear plays a shovel to the trash. Do not respond if not fixed for all time. It was my instinct to go through long minutes of casual walk. When I was taken to another wall to study an advertisement, it was a lipstick for men, the model of beaming smile, I assumed the same expression for emulation, but my smile was a somewhat chilling. Taking note of the inability to communicate with me, the guy who was with me she took him and walked away curse.
Then a prolonged honk. A black car parked at the side of the docking groove at the junction Rhodes. One such by the back door of this kind of autobara yelled in my direction, I was grateful to him, that was the sound of my name.
The friend looked at me, then grinned. Avvicinatomi, I saw that grin was an anatomical problem.
not stop staring at barely bent her face to the asphalt like to apologize. - No, I mean, is passed by Marcellus, but it is a chance, and we got covered here in its ... Marcello, you said that is ...?
- Citroen, is a Citroen.
Silence. I had not yet had the opportunity to express myself. A
-Citroen, of course, and 'the first time I see such a thing, really, you've never seen one Dan? -
Dan, my name, but the guy did not seem to know her, she hesitated before pronounce it and then had turned toward that with the act of asking for confirmation. - But what this air whipped, huh Dan, do you know what kind of machine is this, no, you stay inside to understand, you know? Marcello say that we do go, come on Dan, salts. Come on, you'll find that easy! ... Unless that Marcello did not think ...-
- no objection, salts Dan ..
Frozen in a situation unpleasant, no doubt feared something. Marcello played with some bright spots on the side of the steering wheel, the other seemed to sweat with pain that caused the stooping posture of the face, while the grin did not leave. I peered embarrassed by the two side windows, I had the impression that there was anything other than my silence and paralyze the situation. I was sure it was a third person sitting in that car that Marcello would have preferred not to introduce myself ...
There was a point of light, a scent that had made inroads into my brain upon reaching the car. The eye was drawn over the driving seat ...
in the darkness of the black leather interior, the eye It took a split second, then the lines were flat.
- Luna, remember?

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Cant Install Sound Bank On Reason

indemnity.



No one had ever dared to point out my three-day beard and his shirt stained, my half an hour late, the coldness with customers on the phone, not all left to run, as if on scommettesse what would last. Yes, someone mentioned small provocations, Ario if they came out with some freak, like "you know what you need to restore the shine on you? you have to play, found something to throw away the evenings, he collects those things ... the nodders! or chess ... downloaded from the network the old Looney Tunes, the Warner always work, I want to hear you laugh, handsome man, you ridere anche quando sei in cesso, da solo, senza un motivo preciso. Poi…stop! decidi di mettere la testa a posto, ti procacci la Donna, La Moglie, ti innamori, ma una cosa seria, solo così esci dall’incantesimo! - Sì eh, ma tanto vale che me la trovo subito la moglie, senza le cazzate prima e i Looney Tunes ti pare? - Ah sì?! i Looney Tunes sono per creare appeal, amico, chi vuoi che ti voglia così? così al massimo sei appetibile per le pompe funebri", o ancora “te ti serve…te, vedi, devi procurarti un amore hippye, una cosa così, l’amore come lo cantavano i Beatles. Ti procuro io la documentazione adeguata, domani ti porto una lista di mp3 e dvd di quel tipo lì, vedrai if not I'm right. " For Arius
Tama maybe I could give to fire me, but that day I went to work in my pajamas, I had nothing to do with anybody, not goodbye, I went in the direction of yarn, without notice. I sat happily in front of the owners of all present, unhappily engaged in their business plans. I sat down and attacked:
- makes me sad, this company is a clot sad acts of intent to use the need of many for the profit of a few.
I stopped.
Silence.
One, the woman of the clan sighed sarcastically: - This is the mechanism you describe the production's most popular after the collapse of the model Soviet.
Silence.
building cross-legged, staring at a wall behind their chairs, the giant portrait of the company's staff I was on the sidelines, awkwardly bent, his eyes dull, the absence of post-trauma, head shaved, the color green. ..
Lady Clan snorted, tried a cigarette, would complete the discussion of the capitalist system if I had not ordered to leave the package down and I had not got up to go at the pictures and encourage everyone to look carefully at my face in it, the outline contours as a critical framework that demonstrates a sale. I pointed to the details, what I wanted them to read the bitterness is now on the folds the corners of the mouth.
I went to sit down: - I'm going out, I have given enough blood. Fear not, I do not expect anything from you. As for me, you are an entirely closed, a loop, the circle closes, the alpha and omega.
described two eccentric orbits with little fingers, something seen in an old movie where the aliens are testing to understand human gestures. At the tail end
skit was created a sort of waiting for a possible formula of farewell.

Nothing.

legs crossed.

- I'm going out.

- Please ...
Lady Clan wearily pointed the door.

- I decide when.

- This is to be seen, there are rules.

- This is the moment. Ah!
the chair flew from the side, shattered the plaster was not even, I'm not breaking down, spiazzai them with a bow and a funny-face military
- And here are the rules.
output samba pitch, I had in my pocket on a miniplayers with the collection "Saudade do Brasil". I tried the farce, served up in this color, I lost what I had in that year.

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Antique Thermostat Chronotherm

three empty


Only those who are afraid as I was still closed and silent, everywhere I went.
This time I was in the company of a sweet blonde in a room above the connection est.

Bontà mia, oltre a me c’era anche il mio medico. Oramai mi spostavo solo all’ombra della sua stazza e lo lasciavo parlare e parlare.

Attorno a me grazie a lui si creava una sfera sotto la quale potevo comodamente rinunciare alla fatica di dover sostenere qualunque argomentazione. Ciò di cui avrei dovuto parlare con lui poteva ancora una volta essere rinviato, specie quella sera che vedeva il mio amico perfettamente impegnato nella serafica arte di indurre la donzella al riso con argomenti soffici e smorfie leggere. Ci provò tutto il tempo. Di me aveva pietà quanto basta per non coinvolgermi direttamente nei raccontini confezionati per la graziosa. Più tardi, esauriti gli argomenti sapidi, cercò di coprire alcuni converging on his own empty little attention on my vacuum, the most consistent. He knew how to move, a few jokes here and there, on the human case, memory gone, the woman refused.
Lying on the couch next to the glass, sketch, but my interest was not to self-love, I looked elsewhere. Besides the thick plate, down, my interest was perhaps in the shiny metal slide in the jam I saw the ring. Ready and eels in the endless black water pipe road.
- Look, look at those eyes ... you see ...?
Lapo, one hand on her shoulder, the other with the glass still on the corner of the chin, straight into the index mia direzione, enfatico nel torpore dei quattro daiquiri:

- Egli non ha pace…

La bionda probabilmente sentiva già di doversi interessare al mio caso.

- Tutto lo ossessiona. Il rumore di un clacson, poche carte spiegazzate sul ciglio di una strada, indizi ovunque… lo mandano in crisi gli eventi di un giorno, quelle quattro cose che ti succedono in un giorno, una mail, un messaggino, gli occhi azzurri della stagista, il sorpasso pericoloso…il mio amico ha una sensibilità eccessiva o questo è quello che vuol darci a vedere.

Lei era grata per la mia solitudine, questo mi distolse dalle anguille nere.

- Non credo che il tuo friend is happy to be described as ... The bitch

- Ahaah ... you were talking about me?
- And those who want to talk to you, always and only you, are inevitable, as the arguments sad
mid evening - You have here in front of a budding girl and can not find gay content, you lose my shots mythic Lapo ...
- But I have already explained to her a little while ago I asked if he wants to go out with me ...
- What does it say?
- Well ... you see ... ...
stalls - wants guarantees.
- What guarantee would I want, see?
- Bah ... Lapo ... courage, which guarantees more ...
- Guarantees? Are you Dan that you talked about guarantees.
- Sure, the girls are asking for guarantees, your what?
- Boh know, someone like me would not miss anything.
- What would you give me the details?
- an assignment, we decide the figure ... we talk about it, no problem. Pretty
became gloomy. By me vanished even the interest of traffic on the connection. Lapo
tried to break the ice with a sganasciata effect that sounded frantic, mindless, drugged. In my heart I decided not to help him. Two more sips of strawberry daiquiri and she asked to be her home. By car I thought Moon, Chloe, and something even more unfounded, not to bar ammazzaserata Lapo. E poi quale serata? il cruscotto segnava le 5 e 20, a quell'ora la mia donna, se già era nata, faceva certo i sogni migliori.